WORDS FAIL

Why can’t you see that I love you for you but we’ll never, ever be okay until you let go of what they all think? I need you like crazy right now and you’re unable to see through the haze blocking your vision to realise you’re not the only one falling over the edge right now. It’s like clinging to a sinking ship, no matter how long you hold on, the only thing keeping you alive will be the one to drown you. You’re blind to everything but you and I just can’t do this with you anymore. I’ve tried and tried to be the person you need me to be – and I feel like i’m holding onto us for you, and not for me. I don’t know why you’re the focus of all my blogs, considering I’d never allow you to read it, but I suppose writing to you is easier than speaking to you. Because I’m tired of the yelling. I’m sick of the fighting. I don’t hate you. I’m not angry. I’m just sick of it.